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6 am. Friday morning. Everyone is rushing into their daily routine. And then there's me. Sitting on bed. Enjoying last moments of lets say holidays, birds are chirping, sun is overtaking the day and I'm about to make a smoothie and maybe finally write a new post, because it's about time. I don't know about what it will be, but I hope it won't stop here 'cause these last days, weeks, months whenever I opened this page to write I got stuck in my minds and couldn't finish it all and etc. Oh well, happens..

Anyway, it is now 20th of July and after nine days I'll be 20 years old... While others at this age becomes billionaires, competes in Olympics, gets to be a cast of some movie, I can't say the same about myself haha... I'm mainly starting to focus on myself and what do I want from life. It's a though thing, because I want a lot and to have it, lets admit that, it requires a lot of work. I'm not saying I would give up only because it doesn't happens fast. No.
For example, at the moment I decided to regrow my natural hair. Yeah, me, who changes hair color more often than buy makeup. And I'm buying makeup A LOT.... So yeah, I'm working on my natural hair project and it will definitely take some time, but I'm willing to risk that. Because I'm interested how it will turn out, will I keep my hair short or long. It's just that I missed them and I feel like I would feel more me, you know?
Then, I'm also focused on moving out. Yes, finally. Today my mom and myself are going to finish signing all the papers and I think from today I will be officially living on my own. I already have half of my stuff there and will also need a lot of work, for example, buy a fridge, table and other furniture, but it will come with time and honestly I'm proud that I'm finally doing something for real, not just say and blab about it.
Also, I have two other goals that I want to make real but right now, I have no idea when I will start doing them. One of them is to finally have driving license, because the more I think about, the more I need it. Especially because of work. It's not comfortable and sometimes even not possible to catch a bus if I'm working early in the morning, or late at night. At these moments car would be perfect. Plus I love driving. Whenever there's an opportunity to sit in front of the wheel, well it's the best feeling ever. And the second ''goal'' would be to start studying, but not for master's or bachelors degree, no, I want finish few courses and that would be perfect for me. But for now I know it won't happen. Because I need to cross out moving in thing and driving license, then I could think about studying.

So in conclusion, there is a lot of going on and I'm happy that I'm starting to do what I wanted and hopefully everything will be fine. I know it won't happen quickly and not easily, but I'm ready to actually move onto making it all to come true. And right now I gotta go get ready. So, hoping to see you all sooner this time..
xx

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