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UPDATES IN MY LIFE

6 am. Friday morning. Everyone is rushing into their daily routine. And then there's me. Sitting on bed. Enjoying last moments of lets say holidays, birds are chirping, sun is overtaking the day and I'm about to make a smoothie and maybe finally write a new post, because it's about time. I don't know about what it will be, but I hope it won't stop here 'cause these last days, weeks, months whenever I opened this page to write I got stuck in my minds and couldn't finish it all and etc. Oh well, happens..

Anyway, it is now 20th of July and after nine days I'll be 20 years old... While others at this age becomes billionaires, competes in Olympics, gets to be a cast of some movie, I can't say the same about myself haha... I'm mainly starting to focus on myself and what do I want from life. It's a though thing, because I want a lot and to have it, lets admit that, it requires a lot of work. I'm not saying I would give up only because it does…

DAILY DIARY THOUGHTS BECAUSE IT IS TOO MUCH??

Hey. Yes I haven't been here in a longer time than usual, but it was because I was occupied with work and after that all I could do was sleep or lay in bed and watch films. Basically nothing.
Today I have day off and forced myself to open this page and start writing because I wouldn't do that without force.
Anyway it is now April and so much stuff is going on in my little life that sometimes I want to run away from everything.
First of all, my parents are moving out, really fast in less than month. That means I will be moving too (with them). They are stressed about all this and that stress really affects me & my brother. It was hard to focus and stay calm, relaxed earlier (because of all that 'not speaking with my father' thing), but now every member is really on their nerves and we start fighting or arguing about tiniest detail. But I really hope when it will be over, everything will be fine.
Then moving forward. About month ago my dog ran away for two weeks (He …

2018 busy year & living abroad???? I ChitChat

Happy New Years and welcome back to this blog! From the title you may guess that today I'll be talking about few stuff that keeps popping up in my head more often.

My best friend recently got accepted to uni that she applied to. And it is abroad. Other friend will be going to US soon too.. So in the end of the day I realized there will be no one left here with who I like spending my time. Mainly I'll be lonely af. All my friends aren't in Lithuania. And I always keep thinking to move out. Not just to other apartment in the other side of the street where I could see my family. But to other country, other city. Somewhere else, where I could start living on my own and enjoy life like I always wanted heh..
So yeah..
Basically, I want to see the world outside of Lithuania. Even that thought makes me exited and motivated to plan my future maybe in Brighton? Edinburgh? Or even Colchester? Mainly in UK. Because I loved that country since my childhood and at some days I catch mysel…