Right now I'm looking through my window and a wide smile is on my face, because it is snowing so peacefully and so pretty. I know that my shoes will be soaking wet when I will be going to work, but the view is so gorgeous and magical.
Honestly I love Christmas and all that research for gifts to others - it only gives me positive emotions. It is tiring to find the exact present you would like to give, but the excitement when you are wrapping it and giving it to people it is everything. I even wrapped gifts for my cousins cat, best friends dog and my dog too. Because they love to be treated too, right?
Also there is one more thing that makes me really happy in this season (more like in every season of the year) is putting fairy lights in my room. This year my brother bought a pair of warm-colored lights and I did the same. Only added one pair of colorful ones. It looks so good and makes everything look way more festive and cozy. Just love it. I mean how can you not like this thing??
Aaand I wanted to talk about an additional aspect that has been irritating me for a long time. I get a lot of questions as to why am I single and don't have a boyfriend. It is really annoying and to set everything straight, here is the answer - I don't need relationships.
I mean I don't need a boyfriend to be happy. Yes there are times when I get bad days and think that someone could be here and comfort me or etc. But for that I have best friends and a mom to lean on and curl up to. Also it may be strange, but I only see disadvantages of having a significant other. No freedom, too much attention and more stress than when being alone. Without them you don't need to bring up your jealous side, that hysterical crazy person in you who makes you emotionally exhausted. For that, we girls have periods. So it is enough.
Plus I may sound immature and not ready for this stuff (this is 100% what you thought), but when time will come then there will be a person that could cope with my personality and maybe then I will be looking at this differently. But for now I'm happy the way I am - single and not bothered.
P.S So sorry that it took a long time to update a blog. I was occupied with work and hadn't enough free time to write down here. Even now I'm mad at myself because it is almost 2 am and I have my job tomorrow.... Oh well. Hope you like this post and see you soon!