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Results of planning my day... I ChitChat

Okay, so first of all, hello and sorry for not being as active as I promised to be..
Right now, there are too many things that are happening in my life and it's way too hard to focus on everything and with that to be able to find time to write down here..

So to start with, I have some news to tell.. I'm moving out, like for real, because earlier I was staying at my friends' house, just for a little bit to get used to the feeling of not living with my parents anymore. But the interesting thing about being there with her was that we got tired of each other, because being friends, helping each other at bad days means really a lot, but living together it isn't like those #goals that many people are talking about. Yes at first it was great and fun, because you get your freedom and nobody tells you when you need to get back home(and many other things that parents do). But later it got boring, we just got tired of seeing each others faces everyday, like I don't know how to say that, but for me it wasn't the routine I would prefer to have in my life. I need something different and right now I'm sitting at my parents apartment covered in bags, boxes and clothes. Today I decided to write down here, because, it's one of those days where I have nothing to do and I just felt confident enough to scrawl here. So yeah, when I said that I'm covered in stuff I need to get out of this apartment, I may have overdid it, because 2/3rds of ALL of my stuff is already at my grandmothers place. I decided to stay there just to try something different and just to run away from things or people that kept on drowning me and I need to recover and see the whole situation from another angle.

Okay, enough of the dramatic and emotional talk, time for better news. As I was saying in previous posts that I will try to change my lifestyle I will continue on trying to make it better and my cousin really helped me with changing my eating habits, so I'm really thankful for her of that. But I won't change just that. I will try to change my life from the roots and the result should be 100% different. So I'm really looking forward to this and to be honest I'm really proud of myself that I managed to convince myself to make decisions like this. And right now I have a few boxes left and soon enough I will be living in another place. Even though I'm working at a new job at this moment I can say that I won't be working there forever, I also won't be staying at my grandmothers place forever, I have few ideas of what to do next, but for now I won't reveal them for you guys. That will be a secret until I will manage to organize everything about my future. 
Until that, hope to see you soon on my blog very berry soon!

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These are the photos I took while visiting another city - Vilnius. In few words I had the best time of my life and it feels amazing that I can share it with you!

The park of Belmont in Vilnius left the best impression on me. It felt like I went back in time to the Renaissance times and that was sort of magical? I don't know how to express myself here with words, but you just need to know that it was great!


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